goodbyes are sad.

yeahhh, it's sillayy(: but you've got me attached.

"hmm."
"what 'hmm' ?"
"don't 'hmm' me ! i'm interesting"

i realized something today... i'm tall enough to look through the peep hole on my door .. ! amaaazinggg. seriously, that was the highlight of my day.

anywaaays, reez is sucha dork, she wanted to watch the lizzie mcguire movie and she supposedly hates hilary duff.. uh care to explain ? :) she's lying. she secretly adores hilary duff and she even has a shrine to her in her closet (like in Hey Arnold!). except in her shrine, ms. duff's head isn't a football. or maybe it is... ? ask her.

ok i'm getting lazy. let's bulletpoint the rest

-- went shopping at anchor blue !! and there was a nice $3 roxy tote that was begging to be bought ... haha
--bumped into catherine haha
--dude, nordstrom rack has some nice stuff (: wooow. some juicy couture clothes too.. (is that how you spell it?) yiiikes. and we came across this hidden rack of paul frank mini skirts which were freaking cuute.
--and then came tillys. too much clothes. so expensive. i didn't want to spend my precious money. yay
--went back to anchor blue so i could buy my jewelry :) i got a good deal. i think ?
--and then we got down with free fraps at Borders, yessss that's just how we do.

tomorrow's guna be another long day.
&then friday: bonfire shindig ?
cross your fingers.

POSTSCRIPT-- mareeza: i love the way you twirl/spin/TURN/twist your driving wheel (: seriously, you're mutherefing SLICKKKK ! hahaha but yah. that coupla seconds.. with lovely, old ME by your side in your car... yeup. simply a hindsight of the many times when you will be giving me rides in the future (: best believe it. i say: mall EVERYDAY after school.

okay okay i feel the need to update (: mostly cuhz i'm emotionally driven right now.. but lets backtrack to last night:
watching my sisters& seanne& lisa& everyone else perform
dodging the sprinklers at 9:00 at night to get to the playground
me daring robert to jump off the swings
him hurting his knees real bad
free caramel lattes at borders"can you ice my coffee, please ?"

&now today.. from 11 to 5 ?
mass at the park& me freezing like a popsicle
sleeping in the car& listening to d<3'sd
bonding with ann
strawberry shortcake ice cream
us being followed by our believed-to-be soulmate (((: (yes we have decided we're sharing him)
walking around the lake& naming duckies (chester, herbert... ugh i'm at a loss but we named a lot more)
talking on the pier
hoping to rent a boat& walking like 23947 miles.. only to see that the rental place was closed

&more. oh& our two japanese students (girls, of course) have arrived-- we're their hosting family for two weeks. mommy darling dropped me off yesterday at chino spectrum, telling me to buy them both a gift each... &she told me my budget was $5. $5 ?! what the heck can you buy with $5 !? so i spent extra on them (of course). geeze what a cheapskate !!
aaand ok. confession-- i like instant star. SHUDDUP. laugh aaaalll you want, i love the characters. &tommy. oh oh oh just kill me now, he's soo mofacking hot ((:  &that's mos def a compliment cuhz it's not likely for me to drool, but shooooot he's *^#%@& !! and i think i nearly died watching 'unsweet 16', their kiss was so cute... actually it was 2 kisses ! EUREKA. he's hot. they're hot. i wish i was jude in that episode, hahaa.
ok i'm done (:

wait! just kidding. i have to add one more thing-- my favorite quotes from 'unsweet 16' (: .. (stop laughing at mee)
jude-- 'so i'm not ready for nascar !'
tommy-- 'girl you ain't ready for roller blades !'
jude-- 'just becuhz i almost hit one dog ?'
tommy-- 'NO becuhz the dog was on the sidewalk !'
yay that cracks me up